Perceptions change with different viewpoints perceived deception
or acceptance to truth lies in whose eyes you’re in possession
yours or mine
My eyes see repressed emotions causing depression stressing
over my decisions wishing I could change life’s direction
Questions, answers I will provide
just take this journey with me and try to see life through my eyes
The visitations, the lack of cohabitation not your fault
the realization that she and I could not exist therefore as
three would have been devastation, a detriment to your maturation
growth process
I understand that doesn’t make up for your lost firsts crawl, walk, talk
I just thought separated we could remain close
Determined to travel the long distance out of this situation
We’d have to make the most
I’d provide for you financially. Make sure you have what you need
As my seed you are my responsibility
Four years later as I reflect I’ve come to accept
That I made a grave mistake
At times the distance has been too great to travel
Emotionally and physically
As my life unravels
My heart aches cause I miss you huggin’ and kissin’ me
And when you called me by my first name, damn! it hit me
I should have used my heart, not my mind
Four years later no matter how hard I try
I still can’t turn back time, I’ve come to realize
we both hurt, we both cry
and that ain’t changing no matter how you look at it
through your eyes or mine.
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